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Schicksal ist, wenn Glück und Zufall aufeinander treffen.

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People's crying is not a sign of their weakness.
It's the sign that they must have been strong for too long.

Spuren im Sand

Eines Nachts hatte ich einen Traum:
Ich ging am Meer entlang mit meinem Herrn.
Vor dem dunklen Nachthimmel erstrahlten,
Streiflichtern gleich, Bilder aus meinem Leben.
Und jedesmal sah ich zwei Fußspuren im Sand,
meine eigenen und die meines Herrn.
Als das letzte Bild an meinen Augen vorübergezogen
war, blickte ich zurück. Ich erschrak, als ich entdeckte,
dass an vielen Stellen meines Lebensweges nur eine Spur
zu sehen war. Und das waren gerade die schwersten
Zeiten meines Lebens.

Besorgt fragte ich den Herrn:
"Herr, als ich anfing, dir nachzufolgen, da hast du
mir versprochen, auf allen Wegen bei mir zu sein.
Aber jetzt entdecke ich, dass in den schwersten Zeiten
meines Lebens nur eine Spur im Sand zu sehen ist.
Warum hast du mich allein gelassen, als ich dich am
meisten brauchte?"

Da antwortete er:
"Mein liebes Kind, ich liebe dich und werde dich nie
allein lassen, erst recht nicht in Nöten und Schwierigkeiten.
Dort wo du nur eine Spur gesehen hast,
da habe ich dich getragen."

Taufe in der K21
  • Listening to: Bangtan Boys - Let me Know
  • Reading: No more dream
  • Watching: School 2013
  • Playing: TloZ - Majoras Mask
Awhile ago I talked to an old friend of mine. He's been rejected from his family and only loved by his friends. His attitude changed a lot since I was in a friendly relationship with him. I can't tell if he's still the person I once nounced as my 'best friend'. He told me that he doesn't want to know anything anymore about me and threw me away. It was kind of awkward because it came so suddenly. He wrote me, asking for a meeting and then he threw these words at me. I was confused and a little bit in pain.

A few days ago I got a message from his ex-girlfriend. She asked for my opinion because he's disappeared. She couldn't find him on the internet, he doesn't take any calls or answering short messages, e-mails... and even if she visited his house he was absent!
I began to worry a bit but in the end I told her that she has to wait. There must have been a reason for him to disappear so suddenly. Maybe he needs some breaktime or wants to start something new. I really, really hope for her that she will get in touch with him. Even if I haven't talked for longer than 3 years with him I'm a bit alarmed.

Do you know people who disappear all of a sudden? Without any clue? Did it happen maybe to you too?

I have to say I was the same at one time... and maybe this part of me does still exist within myself. Maybe everyone has this hidden attitude to disappear all of a sudden and start something new. 
I only want to say... well...

Never leave the Ones you really adore, you really love, behind. You could regret it. Maybe not yet but for sure in the future. I still regret some parts of my past... but accepted it. I promised myself that those things would never happen again and they won't. Why am I so certain about it?

Everything starts with a loss and ends with a new beginning. The loss may weight the world but with time it would be easier to carry.

Keep on Smiling

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Van-Syl-Production Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Danke fürs Watchen ^_^
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Kirschenwasser Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday, liebe Shuuyai. :cake: :heart:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ich danke dir liebe Papa Kirsche ♥
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CronasShadow Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fav! ^^
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
It was my pleasure ;)
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Spirito-de-Amor Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav! :happybounce:
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:bow:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
10,100 congratz. You've got one of my imaginary goals xD
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
What do I win?
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
In my imagination you got a free wish.
So what do you wish for? xD
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