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Spuren im Sand

Eines Nachts hatte ich einen Traum:
Ich ging am Meer entlang mit meinem Herrn.
Vor dem dunklen Nachthimmel erstrahlten,
Streiflichtern gleich, Bilder aus meinem Leben.
Und jedesmal sah ich zwei Fußspuren im Sand,
meine eigenen und die meines Herrn.
Als das letzte Bild an meinen Augen vorübergezogen
war, blickte ich zurück. Ich erschrak, als ich entdeckte,
dass an vielen Stellen meines Lebensweges nur eine Spur
zu sehen war. Und das waren gerade die schwersten
Zeiten meines Lebens.

Besorgt fragte ich den Herrn:
"Herr, als ich anfing, dir nachzufolgen, da hast du
mir versprochen, auf allen Wegen bei mir zu sein.
Aber jetzt entdecke ich, dass in den schwersten Zeiten
meines Lebens nur eine Spur im Sand zu sehen ist.
Warum hast du mich allein gelassen, als ich dich am
meisten brauchte?"

Da antwortete er:
"Mein liebes Kind, ich liebe dich und werde dich nie
allein lassen, erst recht nicht in Nöten und Schwierigkeiten.
Dort wo du nur eine Spur gesehen hast,
da habe ich dich getragen."

Taufe in der K21
  • Listening to: Nickelback - Lullaby
  • Reading: Dackelblick
  • Watching: MoonChild
  • Playing: Pokémon Alpha Saphir
Well I know the feeling 
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge 
And there ain't no healing 
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge 

I'm telling you that 
Its never that bad 
Take it from someone whose been where you're at 
Laid out on the floor 
And your not sure 
You can take this anymore 

So just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 
Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Please let me take you 
Out of the darkness and into the light 
Cause I have faith in you 
That you're gonna make it through another night 
Stop thinking about 
The easy way out 
There's no need to go and blow the candle out 
Because you're not done 
You're far too young 
And the best is yet to come 

So just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 
Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Well everybody's see the bottom 
And everybody's been forgotten 
When everybody's tired of being alone 
Yeah everybody's been abandoned 
And left a little empty handed 
So if you're out there barely hanging on 

Just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 

Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby
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Yet... I am still yearning.
Now... I feel you again...

Right beside me.
Next to me.
In my arms.
On my lips.
Beneath my fingertips.

I miss you.
  • Listening to: Nickelback - Lullaby
  • Reading: Dackelblick
  • Watching: MoonChild
  • Playing: Pokémon Alpha Saphir
Well I know the feeling 
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge 
And there ain't no healing 
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge 

I'm telling you that 
Its never that bad 
Take it from someone whose been where you're at 
Laid out on the floor 
And your not sure 
You can take this anymore 

So just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 
Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Please let me take you 
Out of the darkness and into the light 
Cause I have faith in you 
That you're gonna make it through another night 
Stop thinking about 
The easy way out 
There's no need to go and blow the candle out 
Because you're not done 
You're far too young 
And the best is yet to come 

So just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 
Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Well everybody's see the bottom 
And everybody's been forgotten 
When everybody's tired of being alone 
Yeah everybody's been abandoned 
And left a little empty handed 
So if you're out there barely hanging on 

Just give it one more try 
To a lullaby 
And turn this up on the radio 
If you can hear me now 
I'm reaching out 
To let you know that you're not alone 
And you can't tell 
I'm scared as hell 
Cause I can't get you on the telephone 
So just close your eyes 

Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby 

Well honey here comes a lullaby 
Your very own lullaby
</b></span>
  • Listening to: DIAURA - Lost November
  • Reading: Moon Child
  • Watching: Assassins Creed 2
  • Playing: Animal Crossing - New Leaf
I wish for everyone to gather some joy and have a good year with making new friends, wonderful memories and all the romantic/beautiful stuff ;D

Let's make 2015 to be one of the best year's.

Die Liebe ist in den Herzen aller, doch nicht jeder vermag sie zu sehen...
Finde das Herz, dass zu dir passt und lausche.
Lasse es nicht gehen, egal wie schwer es auch kommt.
Eine Verbindung entsteht...
...und ihr seid für immer gebunden, ohne geheiratet zu haben.
  • Listening to: Way back into love - Hugh Grant
  • Reading: Winter Fanfictions
  • Watching: Nightmare before Christmas - Tim Burton
  • Playing: Animal Crossing - New Leaf
Merry Christmas to everyone!

I hope for everyone on this earth that the coming year will be the greatest you've ever lived through and all of your wishes may come to a closer step to be fulfilled.

Have some great celebration, wherever you are
&
may you share some love with hugging a stranger on the street :)

I never asked for much...
I just wanted a simple hug...
no money, no food, no rich.
When I wandered homeless on the street...
watching the people go by with ignoring glances...
I just wanted to be recognized and hugged.
Someday... there was a little girl.
She smiled at me with big eyes...
and spread her small arms around my filthy body.
I felt like the happiest man alive.

Share some love
  • Listening to: HYDE - Season's Call
  • Reading: judge stuff
  • Watching: Charmed
  • Playing: Yoshi's Island DS
There are some parts in life which we want to end. To finally vanish from our thoughts, from our hearts, even when we know, that this is impossible. 
Life depends on memories.
Without them we couldn't move on and going to be a better human as we were before. It's clearly like water freezing at 0° degrees. Though it was for me a few days ago. I searched for Redemption from Gackt and found the beautiful piece 'Kimi ni ai takute' it was matching for a Character which I'm writing with a friend of mine. I listened to it over and over again...
And there, suddenly, she came in my mind.
My gone lover, my lost love.
I thought I was done with her somehow. That the feelings are quite treasured deep within my soul... but it wasn't true. This song reminded me on the good things that happened with her. The great time I was spending around her. And the bad things I did to loose her...
I was nearly to cry and still smiling wryly. I was feeling desperate, quite hopeless... but not at all sad. It's difficult to describe. It was a feeling of melancholic and still it was staying miles apart. I could watch my feelings from a distance somehow. I could see my memories from a distance where they couldn't touch me.

You are strong when you realize that memories aren't bad... they are helpful for living. Always existing with the time being.
Accept things that happened, try to finish it for yourself somehow. Take whatever time you need for it. 
When the memories come back you'll see more than you saw before...

Thanks to Keishiro that I finally understood what my heart was trying to tell me.
Thank you my dear.

I'm in love with you, whatever will come.
Our souls became one.
My heart belongs to you.

Smile at me

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Kirschenwasser Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Happy birthday, liebe Shuuyai. :cake: :heart:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ich danke dir liebe Papa Kirsche ♥
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CronasShadow Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015
Thanks for the fav! ^^
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
It was my pleasure ;)
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Spirito-de-Amor Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav! :happybounce:
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:bow:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
10,100 congratz. You've got one of my imaginary goals xD
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
What do I win?
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
In my imagination you got a free wish.
So what do you wish for? xD
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:o
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