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thinking 'bout what to write.
Ich reiche dir die Hand, damit du mir folgen,
jedoch nicht, dass du mich an dich binden kannst.
Ich öffne dir mein Herz, auf das du Freundschaft erfährst,
jedoch nicht, dass du mich zu verletzen vermagst.

Mit diesen Worten leiste ich den Schwur, mich nicht von Vorurteilen täuschen zu lassen und Jedem, der Hilfe braucht, eine Stütze zu sein.
Ein offenes Ohr zu haben für jene, die in der Dunkelheit verzweifeln und sich der Angst ergeben haben.
Eine wortlose Hilfe zu sein, wenn dies gewünscht ist und Worte zu verlieren, sofern es gefordert ist.

Ich reiche dir die Hand, damit du einen Freund an deiner Seite hast
und öffne dir mein Herz, damit du bei mir sein kannst,
jedoch nicht, dass du mich an dich bindest
und mich verletzen kannst.
  • Listening to: Laith Al-Deen - Was Wenn Alles Gut Geht
  • Reading: Dackelblick
  • Watching: The Originals & Bitten
  • Playing: Final Fantasy X-2
  • Eating: chewing gum
  • Drinking: mineralwater
...there were a little girl whose name was given by her friends. This girl disappeared around one year ago...
But now she's back!

Since my life was a complete mess, I can tell you that I'm doing fine now.

I was sure about leaving dA - there were reasons that made my choice thick as a tombstone but since I couldn't deactivate this, I decided to stay away as long as I need to. I know it was long and I know that I lost some of my lovelies here, but those who stayed will earn love and attention from me from now on.
Life was that bad that I wanted to end my wish to be an author one day. 
Well...
I WILL be an author.
It will take years maybe, but I'm certain. There will be a publisher whose publishing my roman.
My shortstories.
Someday.
For now I am writing on my third shortstory. It's a psychothriller, if you know what that is about.
I am very creative right now, can't say why. Maybe it's because I have less stress than on the beginning of the year...
I don't quite know.
I wrote the second chapter of 'Matryoshka' and will upload it soon.

If you have any questions, no matter what, feel free to ask. The thing is that I won't answer on those which I don't want to :)

So on...

Keep on Smiling.
Sincerely, Shuuyai.
  • Listening to: the GazettE - Inside Beast
  • Reading: Stephen King - Under the Dome
  • Watching: Last Samurai
  • Playing: Mario Kart Wii
  • Eating: Pingui
  • Drinking: Volvic Peach Tea
I know I said I'm going to leave dA forever, but after I couldn't deactivate my account (the email I used isn't reachable anymore) and some months time to think it all over...

I decided to stay.

Some People I met here really love my literature and why should I stop to upload things, just because of someone jealous?

This Person has got what she deserved. She will never ever reach me again and especially:
even if she writes me or tries to stalk me again, I only Need to take a call and it's all over.

Now back to Art.

I wrote some short stories while I wasn't online and decided to send them to the Publisher RoRoRo. Maybe I am one lucky Girl and they will answer me?
Well. I still have no Internet Access right now, only on my mobile phone and it's one hell for me to get in touch with dA on it. (Also uploading things beside photos is... difficult? ;) )
I'm going to delet every open message, so don't be mad if I won't reply. It's way to much for me to handle.
Currently I am sitting at Bayern/Fürth, using the Internet of three friends of mine.

So I look Forward in the future.

If there is art you want to Show me - just go ahead.

Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

Slipknot - Snuff

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Ruha
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Germany
Back to write.
  • Listening to: Laith Al-Deen - Was Wenn Alles Gut Geht
  • Reading: Dackelblick
  • Watching: The Originals & Bitten
  • Playing: Final Fantasy X-2
  • Eating: chewing gum
  • Drinking: mineralwater
...there were a little girl whose name was given by her friends. This girl disappeared around one year ago...
But now she's back!

Since my life was a complete mess, I can tell you that I'm doing fine now.

I was sure about leaving dA - there were reasons that made my choice thick as a tombstone but since I couldn't deactivate this, I decided to stay away as long as I need to. I know it was long and I know that I lost some of my lovelies here, but those who stayed will earn love and attention from me from now on.
Life was that bad that I wanted to end my wish to be an author one day. 
Well...
I WILL be an author.
It will take years maybe, but I'm certain. There will be a publisher whose publishing my roman.
My shortstories.
Someday.
For now I am writing on my third shortstory. It's a psychothriller, if you know what that is about.
I am very creative right now, can't say why. Maybe it's because I have less stress than on the beginning of the year...
I don't quite know.
I wrote the second chapter of 'Matryoshka' and will upload it soon.

If you have any questions, no matter what, feel free to ask. The thing is that I won't answer on those which I don't want to :)

So on...

Keep on Smiling.
Sincerely, Shuuyai.

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Spirito-de-Amor Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav! :happybounce:
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:bow:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
10,100 congratz. You've got one of my imaginary goals xD
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:iconobakedreams:
ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
What do I win?
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:iconshuuyai:
Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
In my imagination you got a free wish.
So what do you wish for? xD
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ObakeDreams Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:o
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Seo-Jin Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch :iconrubcheeksplz:
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:hug: No need^^
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Labeculas-Dollhouse Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Ui, hab lieben Dank für dein :+fav:!
:flirty:

Liebe Grüße aus Kiel,
Wibke
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Shuuyai Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Kein Grund mir zu Danken^^
Ich mag deine Dolls *-*

Liebe Grüße aus Gräfenhausen
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